You know the strange thing is this has nothing to do with you.
Except it has everything to do with you.
My head is driving me insane, with worry, is he just like the others, am I going to get scorched by the flames all over again, except this time there's a difference; there's no one to pull me out again.
I've done some stupid things, and i've taken dangerous risks; all my life i've played and dare game with fate.
But, it always catches up with you in the end.
And now: now, i'm damaged, bruised and used and that'll stay with me forever, but I have not let it win.
I have to be strong, I have to be the one that is always calm and in private cries so damn hard. Picking up the pieces for everyone else and me.
But I won't let it win, not this time. I've just got to be strong, smile when i'm weak, laugh when i'm secretly crying.
Can't say that'll never hurt but you'll never see the tears falling from my eyes.
Everytime I let someone in...not this time